Today I sit here to write my blog and my mind boggles me. I sit and consider what’s best to write. There are so many things that cross my mind, but what do I tell you. I don’t want to be one of them writers that tell you all the same things like, “Keep positive, you will get there”, “I will be there for you when you need me”, but when you need them their not there. or “Tomorrow is another day”.
I as someone who suffers from MH I cannot tell you, how hard it is sometimes to keep positive or to even think about tomorrow. Some days I have woken up not knowing if I would even make it to the next day. I have forte my demons for many years and still fight the demons.
Over time I have learnt to gain better control of these demons, but It’s taken years of battling them to get me where I am now. It’s no means an easy battle. It cripples you in a debilitating way. You feel like there is no way to fight your way out, but into a deep dark hole. It is one scary, lonely place. One that you don’t wish your worse enemy into.
Without the medication and help I received I don’t know where I would be now. Excepting valuable help is important in our survival.