Hope everyone is doing OK.
All my life I have struggled with putting myself first. When I think about how much I actually fail to give myself, it’s quite sad to think. I wonder how many other’s deprive themselves of the love and care as much as I do?
I am so bad at caring for me that, I am lucky to go and get myself to a hairdresser to cut my hair once a year. I wait for my clothes to literary fall off before I buy new ones.
I find it hard to spend money on myself due to feeling like there are more important things than me. Not feeling worthy enough, or like I’m wasting money. The feeling I have when I spend is not nice, I get so angry with myself.
I would rather spend money on my children or others. making others happy makes me happy. How many of you do this? Or am I the only one?
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