These days I don’t feel like I am being true to myself.
I set myself a goal that I wanted to create a blog that showed my life, it’s ups, it’s downs. The twists and turns, the good, the bad and the ugly.
I feel like I haven’t kept to my true self lately, I’m not one who likes to complain or have people feel sorry for me, so sometimes I find it hard to write.
I want to share the real battle I have, the one I have with my head on a daily basis. The one I have to get up.
The reality of getting up, the endless fights with my brain, to the endless battle with pain. The excruciating migraines that make my jaw clench.
To getting myself to the end of the day with so much frustrating that my talking turns into screams because I can’t handle the pain anymore.
When my mouth keeps bleeding because all the skin in my mouth has been bitten.
All you wish for is it all to stop, to be normal just one more time.