Stop Walking Away.

Hope everyone is doing OK.

I spent years trying to get better with no prevail, I lose hope in ever finding a way to get better when Doctors and Specialist throw their hands up and walk away when things get too hard.

I have spent the last 6 years trying to get answers to my condition with no luck. I just get Specialists using me as a guinea pig, trial medication after trial medication, then it’s “sorry we have no curer.” Well OK then, umm thanks. It’s not nice to be made to feel like that, you just want answers to why you are sick.

Yesterday I took a huge blow with my pain specialist even stepping back and saying she could no longer help. That hit me for a sixer, she also stated physio would be of no help either, so she cancelled all my physio appointments. The one person I didn’t see turning their back on me just did.

When you spend years working with someone you don’t expect them to just give up knowing what you have been through. It makes you feel like giving up too. When things get too hard for people they just walk, I wish it was that easy for me. Instead of walking away maybe they should put themselves in my shoes for one day.

The fight will continue, just hope one day I will find the answers I am looking for.

6 Replies to “Stop Walking Away.”

  1. Your pain specialist told you they can no longer help? They will no longer treat your pain? WTF? I can understand that they have no cure, may not have no idea what is causing it, but to deny treatment? That is horrible. I’m so sorry.
    I know they can’t make it go away, but at least try to make it tolerable.
    I admit though that I’ve been afraid my migraine dr will soon tell me she is out of options. If that day comes, I will continue to search for treatment somewhere else.
    I hope you can find relief, even if you don’t find answers.
    gentle hugs xo

    1. Thank you Wendy, the pain specialist was all I had left, my neurologist already ran out of options for treatment so I had no one left to go too. Back to the drawing board finding new neurologist someone to take a fresh look. Thanks for your kind words xx I wish you all the best with your health ❀️

  2. Yes, this is a horrific feeling to feel someone has given up on you. Even if it’s just to find something that may help in some way. I surprised the physio was just stopped for you too. That is shocking.

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