The Fight Is Devouring Me…

Do you ever feel so down on yourself that you just want to run away from the world?

Do you ever feel like you can’t do everything right?

That’s exactly where I am. I have got to the point that everything is too much that I just want to run away.

I try so hard to make others happy that I forget I’m the one that needs to be happy. I battle my demons so hard, but sometimes they devour me.

Why Oh why does this fight keep devouring me…..

10 Replies to “The Fight Is Devouring Me…”

  1. I haven’t been around for a while because my fight has been devouring me.
    Yes, sometimes I want to run away.
    Rarely, i get so wound up that i feel like if i don’t leave i will explode. It’s a cross between feeling like I just can’t do it anymore and wanting to stop hurting my husband. I know I’m a bit of a burden, no matter how much he protest that I’m not.
    This week was particularly rough.
    I went so far as packing a bag.
    I dont want to leave my husband really. I just want to escape.
    But where would I go?
    How would I even survive?

    I will continue to fight the demons, constantly trying to find a way to make the fight easier.

    xo w

    1. I’m sorry you feel like that, but I understand. The demons won’t win we will, it’s just a fight that is in a hard time. Sending hugs to you ❤️❤️

  2. I feel for you. I’m in the same place. I wish I could say something inspirational that would lift you up, but I think anything would just be a cliche. Just know that you are not alone.

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